behind this smile.

Lizard

2010-03-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

Check this out. So Disgusting.

Fresh

2010-02-20T22:44:00.004+08:00

I haven't blog for so long cos nothing very interesting happen in my life so far.

But, today, all memories of me and you are refreshed. I am actually happy that you called.

I swear, I've missed you so so so much. Only that I'm just keeping it to myself and not telling you.

We have not been contacting each other since long ago.

I guess, whats the best that I can do now is to pray for the best for you and her.

Haish. I really hope that, you would come back. Oh man.

Yayyy!

2010-01-30T10:26:00.001+08:00

When Wawan started to receive back the message that I sent to him,

I was all excited. That means, he's back kan? Hehehehehehehehehe.

Adek and Syadzrah

2010-01-28T01:00:00.004+08:00

I miss both the adorable babies. :(

Ex-bf (:

2010-01-25T14:01:00.004+08:00

Some personal problems took place that forced me to call ex-bf just now.

When his phone was ringing, I was so nervous that he might pick up.

So at the 26th second, I hung up.

A moment later he called and asked for me.

We chatted awhile and I actually felt quite relieved that he called back.

I gotta admit I missed him. I smiled throughout the lil conversation we had.

I'm not sad or anything when I thought again about his new relationship.

I am happy for him, really.

I guessed I already moved on. (:

Misses :(

2010-01-25T11:26:00.003+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them

or the amount of time since you've talked.

Its about that very moment when you're doing something

and wishing they were here right there with you.

So, me and puputs miss our Beben. :(

See you soon

2010-01-24T01:19:00.003+08:00

For the past one month or so, me and Atiqah been spending my whole time with Miss Siti and her family.

Therefore, 2 days ago being the last day that we can spend time was so heartbreaking.

She will start teaching on Monday after her maternity leave.

We were so attached to both babies. :(

Now akak can no longer come and play with Caja and Adek.

Our last day, I held back tears when we were about to leave her place.

Adorable.

2010-01-15T12:06:00.004+08:00

Went back slightly later yesterday from Miss Siti's place.

Interview was okay.

Pocoyo didn't go to school. She said she got headache.

Hahaha! So cute.

I'll upload some pictures of Adek and Caja and us too. And the rest will be uploaded on FB.

Our Lil Pocoyo

Anak Popeye the Sailorman.

Adek look like Abang2.

Nice

2010-01-14T09:11:00.003+08:00

A really nice dream I had last night.

The three besties hanging out together, laughing.

There were lots of high-fiving and slapping of each others' backs.

Cam-whoring, and lots more.

When Wawan come back from Brunei, me and Puputs will hang out together okay. (:

Maybe I'll come over to Miss Siti's place in the evening.

I wanna see Adekkkk.

Adek so cute and bulat. *geram*

Now I gotta clean up and then get ready. Wish me luck okay people!

I love this

2010-01-12T10:29:00.001+08:00

2010-01-12T09:30:00.002+08:00

There's color already!

Nice (:

Yesterday after everything's settled at home,

the cleaning up and stuffs, I went back to Miss Siti's place.

Planned to walk to Yew Tee Station but ended up taking the bus.

Reason being, I saw someone who melts my insides.

Hahaha! So cute and so my type.

Oops. Hehe!

Now I'm waiting for Pida to come over.

Anw, Miss Siti called for me in the morning.

If I can make it, of course I would come over.

Insya-Allah.

Jusco and Jackel

2010-01-09T14:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a blast.

As usual, I sent my sis to school at 0650am then headed to Yew Tee to meet the Laydee.

Haha. Miss Siti sent Lil Pocoyo to childcare and then met up with me and together we waited for Missus Atiqah.

Had breakfast, and then headed to Woodlands Checkpoint.

Went to Jusco, had lunch, bought some stuffs and then proceeded to Jackel.

After a lot of shopping, we headed back to Singapore.

Fetched Lil Pocoyo from childcare and off to Senja.

Had Pizza at Miss Siti's place and me and Atiqah went back to Atiqah's place to get dressed.

We met Hayuun and her new BF at Vivo.

Played cards and headed back home again. (:

I am trying very hard to force myself to not to think about it.

And I think I'm succeeding.

LOL.

I guess its just the pre-period thingie so yeah.

It will last only for awhile.

Bestie will be leaving in 3 days time. Haha! Take care eyy pantat.

OKay now I gotta run, I'm meeting Pida at her block and then I think Imma meet Atiqah.

Dada!

No no no

2010-01-09T01:11:00.003+08:00

No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan. No Safran, Yes Wawan.

Making sure myself that it gets into my head.

I've been missing him nowadays prolly because of pre-menstrual stress.

I've been feeling like shite too.

I forced myself to not to text bestie cos I know he would be disappointed.

Please go away this feeling. Please.

Chek Siti and Chek Man

2010-01-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up real early today to send my lil sister to school.

Today is the start of school.

Headed back home and settled the pile of clothes and showered.

Met Miss Siti at Limbang after she sent Lil Pocoyo to Childcare near my place.

Had breakfast and went back to the house of mattresses.

Around noon we fetched Lil Pocoyo and my sister from Childcare and School respectively.

Back to my house, I did some cleaning and soon after, we went to Old Marsling.

Miss Siti got some curtains and bought our dinner.

Went back to BP (house of mattresses), waited for ChekMan, then ate dinner.

Awhile after that, Kakak Atiqah arrived.

__________

After a long long time of not skype-ing with my princess, finally.

We're doing it now.

Wawan's really leaving on the 13th. And I hope we'll meet up sometime soon.

Chendolllllllllllllllll.

Hahaha!

__________

Tomorrow morning we gotta meet Miss Siti at Lil Pocoyo's school.

I can't wait to meet Adekkkkkkkkkk. Yahoooo!

Will be doing some painting and stuffs and her place.

sighs and breathe heavily

2010-01-04T00:06:00.003+08:00

This feeling sucks, totally.

I saw the old pictures and I suddenly miss him.

Its wrong, I know.

But it was accidental.

Just came, and was forced to go.

Leave me alone. Bloody feeling.

I poured everything to a friend.

And that friend happened to be someone very close, or should I say, related to him.

How risky.

But, I trust her. It's all kept and safe.

I texted bestie too.

As always, he managed to draw the smile back on my face.

He reminded me, how handsome he was.

And told me, "No Safran! Yes Wawan!"

Hahaha!

Maybe I just need a lil more time to recover from all this.

I am recovering slowly.

I need a break. I need a job.

Now, I gotta go and put myself to sleep and relax like what bestie told me to do.

So, thats all for now.

Nights!

Oh and yeah, still thinking if I should meet Ms Siti

cos she's sending lil pocoyo to school near my place.

*I have lots to do at home. Cleaning cleaning.

If I can finish it before 9am. I'll go.

Mission impossible! Hahaha!

And girl, please stop disturbing my bestie. Thanks. (:

God, that girl is just crazy.

Like totally outta her mind.

P.S.: Bestie I love you.

Happy New Year.

2010-01-02T13:23:00.002+08:00

My new year resolution is to complete my Diploma.

And a few more resolutions that I shall not mention.

I am currently downloading the Enrollment Form.

But I think I'll have to print it out or something.

I've already emailed the person in-charge of the course I'm taking and I hope to start school soon.

I really really hope that this Diploma can gimme a brighter future.

I also planned to work at the same time as this course is a part-time.

So now I needa job.

The fees, I'll try to fork it out myself using my pay. (Once I have a job obviously)

Insya'Allah, I can.

2010.

Its a new year, yet again.

Nothing special on the particular day.

Except, I celebrated it with ITE Mates.

In whole it was okay.

Not as how I would expected it to be though.

But its okay, I enjoyed it. (:

Friends, please upload the pictures soon.

I know Facebook is slowwww, especially when it comes to uploading.

Oh God.

Wawan & Puputs Darling

Wawan told me that he's going Brunei DS soon.

13th Jan, if I'm not wrong.

Guess we'll have no meetings before he go.

He said he would be busy.

Oh man. Puts, will still meet okay.

Idol

I would also like to congratulate my secondary school friend, Sezairi Sezali, for winning the Idol.

Congrats dude! :D

And to Miss Siti, we are already missing the babies. Please text us soon! Loves!

A day at home...

2009-12-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

My sayang Puteri and my good friend Ajul came over to my place just now.

Slacked at my place and cam-whored a little, laughed a lot. :D

Ajul bought chocolates for my sister.

Haha! So sweet lah gitu.

They haven’t met for so long. Hahaha!

To my most beautiful princess,
thanks for the presents!

I looooveeee it!

Yesterday's chocs and the bangle. :D

At last, love both of yall banyak-banyak!

its called quality time spent

2009-12-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

Though we didn’t go to Keppel Bay and I haven’t get my chendol, I’m still happy cos I still get to meet not only Puteri, but both my sayangs! Hehehe!

Happy banget dehh.

Eventhough we just slacked at MC and talked about “transsexuals”. Oh god. Funny ah. I want more meetings okay sayangs!

Sooo tiyut.

Pretty Puputs (:

Enjoyed the wonderful hours together talking and looking at pictures. You know I know lah kan. :P

sad sad sob sob

2009-12-28T12:57:00.001+08:00

kite sume tak jadi p keppel bay and minom chendol. :(

kite sedih.

Alhamdulillah

2009-12-26T23:19:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Everything's back to normal.

Now I can't wait for Monday.

Wawan and Puputs bringing me to Keppel Bay!

And he's getting me my chendol! Yessa!

Tomorrow, Atiq, Hayuun and me are going swimming!
Excited excited! Hehe!

Somehow

2009-12-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

Somehow I'm hurt, disappointed.

Aku sedih. Aku feel useless.

Maybe its just me? Or is it you?

I want that moment.

The moments where we shared every single thing,

thru the very thick and the very thin.

Can I? Can I have it back.

I don't blame you, maybe you just needed time.

But.

Haish,,,

fml. f myself. f for not being a good enough friend. f f f.

arghhhhhhh.

and this time i can't and won't stop tears from rolling.

Leaving

2009-12-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

Maybe running away from everything is just the best thing for now. Bye.

where

2009-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Right, Ajul's off to Kedah now.

He texted me saying goodbye.

Gonna miss Ajul!

But Atiqah's not back yet. How can this be man.

Atiqah where are you?

Seorang Sahabat

2009-12-16T23:57:00.004+08:00

Aku seorang perempuan yang hati kecilnya harus di jaga dengan penuh kasih dan sayang. Kerana seorang sahabat ku sanggup korban masa dan apa sahaja. Tetapi ini kah balasan yang harus ku terima? Hati kecilku menangis kerana kamu. Kekecewaan yang ku rasa tiada siapa yang tahu. Siapalah aku disisi mu. Hanya sekadar kawan biasa tetapi ku anggap kau seperti teman baik ku. Tidak pernah ku jemu menunggu. Tetapi, aku gembira pabila kau cuba memujuk; ia menunjukkan bahawa kau masih mengingati. Alhamdulillah.

*sobsob*

And I can't believe I actually cried.

Baby Farah (:

2009-12-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

This I dedicate to my Baby Farah. (:

Si Kucing Comel.

2009-12-16T21:23:00.009+08:00

Snuffy.

How bout I upload my pics with Baby Farah?

Hehehe! OMG. I'm excited now. Okay there. Hehe. (:

Alalala ding ding! Comel betol si Anak Cik Nasir and Cik Azman nie. Both are definitely proud fathers. Heh!

Feeling a bit better today. (:

My day today was fun though I didn't go anywhere.

I didn't sleep the whole night as I was having a confused nose.

One nostril was blocked and the other had mucus flowing like tap water.

Lucky lucky me, an old friend texted.

And since he's working night shift, he sort off accompanied me throughout the whole night.

We continued messaging till this moment. :D

Every message I receive, will make me laugh or smile to myself.

He is such a funny dude!

He told me something quite shocking in the morning and it affected me quite a lil.

But, I pray that he will be happy. Amin. (:

Currently, my uncle's outside, in the hall, watching TV with Dad.

After a long long time of not meeting, he finally came.

My Aunt Dearest came over after her teaching.

Haven't met her for quite sometime too. Heee.

And and and. Omg omg omg.

Atiqah's coming back tomorrow!

Yessa! Miss her!

And Ajul leaving for Kedah tomorrow too. :(

Hmm. Kinda miss the babies already.

Gosh, I am so in love with them!

Yessaaaa! Come home! And call me!

I just remembered that it was Cik Ina's birthday on the 10th December.

Her whole family met me at Limbang's McD. She treated us lunch.

Thankies! She said it was for a cause. LOL.

It was her birthday la dhey. Haha!

She's a former visitor from SGH and also Afizan's aunt.

What a small world. :D

Her family's leaving for KL this Friday for holiday.

Hope they have a safe trip.:D

And Cik Ina dearest, Happy Belated Birthday! Love love! :D

*And they ended up getting a lecture from me Dada*

-______-"

sick!

2009-12-15T14:24:00.002+08:00

Caja darling get well soon okay. (:

Adeq jangan fall sick okay.

I'm feeling feverish and coughing and mucus flowing like tap water.

Medicine taken, but still, omg.

Whatever lah. Ugh!

Miss you Princess!

2009-12-13T22:33:00.004+08:00

The whole family went to Miss Siti’s place to collect the bed. We were there only for awhile and I am not satisfied playing with Baby boy. L

Hopefully Miss Siti call me for help, so I can play with both babies. J

To you; You’ve got her, then why are you still persistent on contacting me. Oh my goodness. Please don’t drive me crazy. I don’t care no more but with you still constantly texting and sometimes calling me, it can drive me nuts. Please.

“Ku doakan agar kau selalu bahagia disampingnya dan ku harap kau dapat menharungi segala liku-liku percintaanmu. Amin”

Currently me and my beloved Puteri are on video call. I miss her much! Hopefully Wawan tell us the date soon then the three of us can go out together. Yayy! J

P.S.: Someone came back and forgot to call me. Or maybe purposely? Hmmm. L

Another FUN day out!

2009-12-12T19:20:00.005+08:00

This week has been a long and tiring one for me and Atiqah. Both of us have been good good girls and helped our dear Ms Siti and Mr Rosman clean up their new home. (:

First we went to IMM then back to Senja to put the stuffs, and then head to Town to do another shopping trip. After the long day, we decided to call it a day. Headed back to Senja to put the things. Had a fun day out with Atiqah, Miss Siti and Caja. (:

More pictures are on my FB. This lil baby is so adorable isn't she? Hehe! Everybody in Tangs was looking at her when she made her cute "angry face". LOL.

PS: He hasn't call yet, probably too tired or maybe just forgotten bout me. :(

Oh well, siapelah aku.

10%

2009-12-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

Thought of editing photos taken just now with baby.

But my eyes and brain are only working at about 10%.

Therefore I'm going to bed now.

Nights.
Anyway, Muhammad, the guy i got to know, is cute and sweet. Hehe. (:

Day 2 at Ms Siti's

2009-12-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

Long long day today.

Met Aliqah at BP, bought lunch for Ms Siti, Mr Rosman and both of us.

Proceeded to Ms Siti's place and makan since all of us are soooo hungry.

Kitchen's ready, new fridge already working, and all the plates are in the cabinet.

We wiped the ceiling fan, the lights, the tables and chairs,

swept, mopped and moved the furniture around.

Caja wasn't moody with us today. (:

She watched Dora the Explorer and replayed it 4 times.

I joined her after putting her lil brother to sleep.

We stayed till about 2330hours and headed back home.

We sent Aliqah and then they sent me home.

And now, here I am with a massive headache.

And already half asleep.

Aliqah, by now is already flat.

Friday is gonna be another day with Ms Siti and Caja.

We're going to town to get some stuffs for the new home.

Jyeah! (:

Thats all for today okay people! Nights. :D

Pindah Randah!

2009-12-08T00:44:00.003+08:00

Went to Cikgu Siti's place at around 2plus.

Met her at BPP and had lunch.

Shadz was so cute, talking like datin-datin.

LOL.

Ilham pon cute eh, yang penting, da boleh ketawe.

Ala ding ding.

But the most important thing of all,

Baby Ilham vomitted on me two times.

Heh. What to do, baby mah. (:

OMG, soooo cute righttt. (:
Another gorgeous boy. (:
Atiqah & Shadz (:
Me & Caja (:

Okay people! *Ajul style* :D

Saturay Fun!

2009-12-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

Met Atiqah at around 4plus in the evening yesterday.

Proceeded to Jalan Besar Stadium after cutting her hair at Limbang.

Singapore Malay FC vs Polis DiRaja Malaysia.

Match was Awesome. :D

Ajul called me in the morning around 8plus to say

goodbye since he's going to Perth for 6days.

Have fun and take care Ajul! (:

Shhhhh.

2009-12-04T21:34:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

Because I love you.

But when we talked and you started your routine.

I just had to keep quiet.

The hatred just grew thicker.

Sorry.

Sundayyyyyyy.

2009-11-29T18:40:00.003+08:00

Wawan came in the morning to collect the booklet from us for his brother, Azwan.

We chatted a while and then I noticed his fingers are pink. :P So I asked him what happened.

And he answered (embarrassed) : "Adek nye toothpaste ah nie. My lips all were pink eh tadi. *looking down, didn't make any eye contact*

I laughed and laughed like there's no tomorrow. Hahaha!

After Zuhur, my family went to Marsiling for the cukur rambot. The baby was so so so adorable!

(:

2009-11-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

I woke up in the morning, and saw a miss call and a message. Its from my baby. I thought of coming down to SGH to meet Kak Sheedha but no one is available for company. Haha!

Puteri messaged me to say that she saw Safran and his new gf. Haha! Oh whatever, take care of your new girl and I hope you stop calling me already. (:

I thought a while, sitting in front of the pile of clothes that needed my attention, and I remembered, I woke up extra late today cos I dreamt of Safran. But who cares. Right?

Would be a nice dream if the dream came when we were still together but now that we're done, its DISGUSTING. HAHAHA.

I am meeting my aunt and her kids today. And Shira's PSLE results will be out later.

*nervous for her* and *rewind back when I was in P6*. Hahaha! So fun.

Pida & Karman

2009-11-22T20:36:00.003+08:00

Yesss, I gave Nurul Afida a surprise 2 days before a birthday. I LOVE YOU PIDA!

This friend of mine, I knew her since K1. Yessss, Kindergarten One. Almost 15 years of friendship. She's sooooo damn precious to me, I dunno what I'll become without her. :D

I told Atiqah about Karman (my ex), and somehow, I miss him. ):

Kittens

2009-11-15T12:31:00.003+08:00

Afiz texted me early in the morning today to ask me how to feed a kitten.
Hahaha! I woke up and call him. And we chatted about and hour or so.
But I still dunno how. The kittens were just born.
Its eyes are still close and all it does is to mew.
Anyone have any ideas on how to feed it?

The steps I found on the net.

Use a bottle and nipple made for nursing kittens or a human preemie nipple bottle (a nipple for premature infants).
Step 2

Use commercially prepared formulas for feeding orphaned kittens. Avoid using goat's milk.
Step 3

Measure out the appropriate amount of milk for the kitten for one day: A 1-week-old kitten needs 13mL of milk per 100g of body weight, a 2-week-old needs 17mL milk per 100g body weight, a 3-week-old needs 20mL milk per 100g body weight, a 4-week-old needs 22mL milk per 100g body weight.
Step 4

Divide the above daily dosage by 4, and feed this dosage to the kitten four times a day.
Step 5

Warm the milk.
Step 6

Invert the bottle to let the milk ooze out slowly before inserting into the kitten's mouth.
Step 7

Avoid feeding the kitten while he's on his back. It's acceptable for the kitten to slightly elevate his front paws.
Step 8

Check that the kitten's abdomen is enlarged but not overextended after feeding. Kittens should gain 50 to 100 g per week.
Step 9

Encourage a 3-week-old kitten to eat solid food.

haish

2009-11-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

I am so disappointed.
Am I not special to you?
You didn't tell me.
You broke up with him.
Why was I kept in the dark?
I am your best friend, right?
You ought to share.
At the very least, text me or something.
But, you didn't.

So sad that I was put behind, when I thought I was the first.

300th post

2009-11-14T11:31:00.002+08:00

I am feeling sick. Damn sick.
I woke up with a bloody sorethroat and flu and I'm feeling feverish.

I dunno why, even you said it; I'm being emo.
Fuck.
I'm sorry to have said that. I know somehow you're hurt. But I am too.
Sorry. I dunno, for-whatever-reason, I got mad.
But I didn't mean it ok.

Well, I changed the topic and then we're okay again.

I am planning to meet up with the boy and the girls.
Wawan, Puts and Mai.
Oh, when can we ever meet up? It seems like we're not meeting forever.
Can we have few hours from Mai. Please.
If we do not meet up till next year, then I have one birthday wish.
Though its still months away, I have one wish.
Can I celebrate with Wawan, Puteri and Mai?

Okay lame. I'll end it here before I become crap-pier.

Let it burn.

2009-11-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yoha!

I am super duper excited for the pay thats coming in sooooon.
LOL.
Maybe because I haven't been shopping for super long.

Bestie messaged me early in the morning at around five-thirty.
I hesitated to call him at first, but, I sense theres something wrong, that he's not okay.
So I called him in the end though my alarm is still one hour and fifteen minutes away.

To you b****, stay away from my bestie.
Stop hurting him, will ya?
And to you boy, stop messaging and calling me already.
We're so over. Let it burn.

Flu bugs on me now. Damn it, seriously.
I am feeling so seeeek! My goodness.
The mucus is flowing non stop. Hahaha!

To my bestie, don't worry, I'll always be there for you okay. As always. Heeeees.
And now, go help Mami with the fridge-cleaning, baby. LOL.

Mad at me.

2009-11-12T20:49:00.003+08:00

Bestie's mad at me cos I called him matrep. Ooh well. Ape lah you nie. Sensitip. That was meant to be "gurauan senda tande kasih sayang" eh. -_____-" LOL.

He was sent back home coz of his fever. Must be that bad la kan.
Guess he's okay now except for the flu bug still lingering on his nose.
Get well soon okay betsie. :D
And don't ever get mad at me.

I love you lah arse! :D

lalalalalalala

2009-11-11T20:49:00.003+08:00

Had a fight with mom due to some "kentalan" reason. But we're okay now. (: At least thats what I think. Really.

Jin didn't come to work just now so its just the 3 of us. Hahaha! Amalina had to leave for her interview during lunch so it was just me and Adam eating lunch together. Amalina came back like 1 hour plus later happily eating McD. HAHAHA!

Someone called me just now. Mr Biskot Bucuk. (:

And my ppaid's low now so I'm unable to contact any human being. DAMN. ):

tuesday blues? HA.HA.

2009-11-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

We were feeling so damn restless at work just now. Four of us slept in front of our computers. Heh. Can you even believe that and when I woke up and saw Adam and Amalina still sleeping peacefully, I went back to sleep thinking that its still "safe" to sleep. Hahaha! That happened like a few times. Hahaha! I dunno why we were so lethargic on a TUESDAY! Hahaha!

Bestie's down with fever. Hope he get well soon. And I'm feeling ay-okay now. No more down down feeling. I hope! Hehehe! Was asking my dear bestie when he would finish his NS. And he said 2011. I was like -______-", wth. So long. Hahaha! I thought of going for a getaway with him and some other friends. But, errrr. Its okay, i think. Hahaha! He said wait long long some more. Nyahaha! What the. Whatever it is, GET WELL SOON! I know you miss me too much kan. LOL. *perasan*

Rightttt, I gtg to neighbor's place to get some stuffs now.
Tomorrows gonna be another day that I have to drag myself to work. Oh mannn.

Oh yess, Adam please don't forget to bring milk for the three adorable kittens.

♥♥♥♥♥♥ Toodles. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

EMO

2009-11-09T20:47:00.002+08:00

"I wanna know what love is,
I want you to show me.
I want to feel what love is,
I know you can show me."

I'm feeling kinda emo now. FML. Seriously. I'm not being me. This feeling sucks. I've never felt this way before. Just few days back. I think I know why but I don't wanna blame anyone for this. Therefore I'm just keeping quiet. This sucks.

Can't wait for 20th.

Till here. Taa.

TGIF

2009-11-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

Thank God its friday.
My week has been a longgggg one.
Its been very tiring for me and also my fellow colleagues.

Currently, I'm feeling down.
Out of place.
I dunno why.
Whats the matter with me?
FML.
Damn it.

Coffee + Chocolate Chip Muffins.

2009-11-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

I'm done with the baking (:

Ta-da!

Muffins, anyone?

2009-11-01T16:33:00.002+08:00

I've cleaned, I've eaten, I've already done whatever I'm supposed to.

And now, I'm bored. Sucks I know. Damn it.
I think I'll go bake some muffins. Hehe.
Thinking of Chocolate Muffins.
Anyone one some?

tomorrow

2009-11-01T10:27:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow, I'm back to work and I'm starting to think of what to wear. Hmmm. Damn it. I will always have to lelong my clothes on my bed before finally settling down on something. It sucks, much. Hope we'll be punctual eh Amalina. Then Adam won't leave us. Haha!

Btw, yesterday's Diwali Open House was superb. Pictures are on FB.
Thanks Kin for the costume. (:

gg: akak how's abg?
me: he's fine.
gg: great to hear that! akak when will abg be coming home? miss him seh!
me: erm. he said maybe friday night or sat. hehe! (:
gg: oh. okay. hahaha!

Chatted with bestie's sister. I know two weeks is damn long, sis. :)
We'll countdown togetherrrrrr! :D

tap tap tap

2009-10-31T02:18:00.002+08:00

I'm hearing the rain taps out my windows. I'm missing you. Damn it.

Dear Bestie...

2009-10-31T00:16:00.003+08:00

Swear, I thought i did something wrong. And swear I thought something happened to you. I was damn damn worried about you cuz you've been silent for two days. Finally tonight I heard from you. And thank god, you're okay. You had Field Camp. I was just being paranoid. Damn it.

But I was so happy to have heard from you. Damn happy. (((:
I'll talk to you tomorrow, dude. Will call. (:

I love you to the core.

Till here, good night.(:

first day

2009-10-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

My first day @ work was FUN with the Kaki Gerekz! Amalina & Adam (fauzie laily). Amalina happened to be my ex-schoolmate in ITE. And Adam, some unknown guy, who looked like Fauzie Laily. Gerek habes okay! :D

Alhamdulillah

2009-10-28T11:03:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Finally I've got a job. At TTSH as an Admin Assistant. (:

|Patience is Virtue|

without you ♥

2009-10-28T09:52:00.005+08:00

" Now it's only fair if I tell you what you should know.
I can't live, if living is without you... "

If I haven't got people like Wawan, Shikin & Atiqah Mohd to calm me down. I dunno what would I do/have done.

Thanks. Loves loves, much.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Make-up + Not so Professional Photoshoot.

2009-10-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

Atiqah came to my place to sort "pamper" herself after a long long long time not doing so. Here are some pictures after I colored her face. (:

Thats it. (:

the dream (:

2009-10-27T14:47:00.003+08:00

Wawan knows bout my dream. (:
Haven't told anyone bout this yet except for him. (:

same old thing everyday

2009-10-27T13:51:00.003+08:00

I am super duper bored. Oh my. I wish I'm outside hanging out with friends or something. But yeah. Everybody seemed so busy with their job. So yeah. Here I am. Lucky me, I still have Wawan to sms me all day long. [thanks bestie, i love you to the core!] Oh and yeah,

PEOPLE,

THE LINES ARE OPEN!
I AM PROMOTING MY DEAR BESTFRIEND.

WHO WANNA JOIN THE QUEUE?

Boredom

2009-10-26T10:05:00.002+08:00

Right. I am damn bored now. Ugh. Damn. Thinking of changing blogskin. Hmm. See ya later.

Krabi Island

2009-10-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

GFs, can we to Krabi Island next year? April or something. Hmmm. We can do alot of things there like sailing, kayaking, diving and snorkeling or just spend a day or two for island hopping. Hehe. But first, everyone has to get a job first. Hahaha!

Check this out!
http://krabi.sawadee.com/index.html
:D

Mornangggg

2009-10-24T12:40:00.005+08:00

I was awaken by the vibrations of my phone. Two SMS came one after the other. Can you believe it? It was 0725 when Wawan aka Beben messaged and five minutes after that, Din messaged. Wawan said, "Gud Mornin Bestie!! :-)" and Din, "Gd Morning bucuk(smelly)...tido ajek". OMG. It wasnt even 0800! I managed to sms Wawan for awhile(about an hour) but was dead after that. I fell asleep again. Din too. Hahaha! I know la Wawan always wake up early. And Din, you have to go to work kan. Hahaha! But its okay. I'm awake now. :D

Yeah, I know I havent been blogging for so long. (Haila kept asking why) Its because I am so lazy. Just a few updates. I haven't got a job yet. I have no money. I've already deleted my Tagged account. And I miss that two men. Yea, the ones who messaged me early in the morning. :D I hope I get a job soon! *prays hard* And I miss Sexybabi.

I went out with Haila and Yan(Haila's brother) to celebrate Yan's birthday. On the 22nd of Oct. Went to Vivo. Haila got me this GORGEOUS ring. Hehe! I met GF Farah just yesterday. And I "feeling-feeling zaman sekolah" I wore leggings with white kemeja PLUS my Timberland Backpack. Alala ding ding kan. Hahaha!

I love this picture. I don't know why. (:

Wonderful wonderful

2009-10-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome day yesterday! Wawan and puteri came to my place. Initially we thought of karaoke-ing. But, after we're too engrossed in cam-whoring, we totally forgot about it! Hehehe! I miss both of them truckloads and it was a pleasure pleasure pleasure to see them! :D

Apparently, it was mai's birthday, so to Mai, from the 3 of us,

Happy 19th Birthday! :D

My long lost friend.

2009-10-11T20:16:00.002+08:00

I am very happy today. Because my long long long lost friend came to my first for his Hri Raye visit.

After so long since we last met, finally, we did!

Md Nur Afizan, I am so happy to see you!

Again!

2009-10-07T13:40:00.001+08:00

We got tix for SI 3 again. Yeah!

i wanna perm my hair

2009-10-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

I wanna perm like that. But I'm waiting for my hair to grow longggg. Hehe!

Baby and I accidentally wore the same coloured panty! OH NO! Ape maksodnye nie kan..

siti noorhaila

2009-10-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Up-close and Personal with Your CHARM BRACELET.

Yesterday you saw through webcam, today, you'll see it clearly.
You'll see it much more clearly when I come and meet you to pass you your present.
Though its just a bracelet, I made it with all my heart tau!
Hehe!

Meet me soon so your hand will stop itching once you put on the bracelet.
Haha!

There.

I ♥ Them Much.

2009-10-02T03:01:00.006+08:00

I can't sleep and I'm not sure why. Maybe because, Fida is leaving for Sumatra later. I'm not sure what time is her flight, but she'll call me once she reaches the Airport. And, I'm waiting for her call to say goodbye. D: Actually, I kinda forget that she's leaving today until she told me just now. We webcam-ed each other and there was this lump in my throat when we were about to end the call.
Haish. Fida, hope you enjoy your days to the fullest in Sumatra. LOL. Okay maybe I'm just exaggerating. She's only going for 4 days 3 nights. But the thing is that, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT FIDA! I knew her since we were 5 years old, during Kindergarten. And we've been friends for 14plus years.

I ♥ U, PIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Muax! :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELIEST WONDERBABY,
SITI NOORHAILA AZMAN.

Super crazy times we had together. :D

I ♥ U! :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hope I can get more tixs for next week's Idol Show.
Airie... I want 6 mosh-pit. :P

Preparing for 'The Results Show'

Sarah Aqilah

Us with Hady Mirza.

Especially for YOU

2009-10-01T13:59:00.002+08:00

Please, stop calling me already.

Hady Mirza

2009-10-01T13:56:00.001+08:00

I can't even believe it, I actually HUGGED Our Asian Idol,

HADY MIRZA!

Woohoo!

Fitri Adilah ♥

2009-09-30T14:46:00.004+08:00

I am feeling so happy right now.
Reason being, Baby Fitri came to my house that day.
Its like so coincidence la!
I was browsing Ashit's FB Raya pictures when I realise that I miss Baby Fitri.
Then around at few hours later, Fitri's mom messaged me and asked my whereabout.
I'm like so excited then.
She then said she will be coming and will bring Baby Fitri along.
Hehehe! Though she came around 112opm, and went back at 12am, I still am happy to have spent time with her.
And she is so CUTE! So big already!

Wonderbabies, when can we go to her house? I'm waitinggggg~

Ala ding ding ding~

LotONe :D

2009-09-28T18:07:00.003+08:00

Sexybaby accompanied me to the tailor.
I had my kain for sew and can only collect it on Thursday after 4pm.
Went around LotOne, [Sexybaby's favourite place].
Like finally baby managed to get the karupipi or something like that la.
I forgot whats the name of that roden. LOL.
Baby bought herself a, erm, toe nail buffer. LOL!
Hahahaha! Happy buffing your toe nails baby!

Okay thats the "thing" she wanted. Karupipi or something like that. LOL!

omg

2009-09-28T03:50:00.000+08:00

I had mood to blog bout what happened today when I suddenly remembered that my mom had asked me to iron my sisters school u. Omg. Better iron now. Ta!

Dear Hamilton

2009-09-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

Baek ah Lewis Hamilton! Wooooo! 1st seh! Congrats! [Heh, macam la dier bace blog aku nie]. Takpelah. Yang penting niat nye tu ade kan. LOL! Congrats again!

wawan; not fair!

2009-09-27T16:42:00.003+08:00

Wawan never tell me he's got a girlfriend.
NOT FAIR!
Bluek!

My day with Baby

2009-09-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody. Hehehe!
I'm currently at home now, in my mom's room.
Watching Zombie Kampong Pisang.
Okay change channel already.

I went for an interview just now at a childcare center just 10 minutes away from my home.
The interview was okay.
I'm crossing my fingers now.
Hopefully I get this job.

Yesterday I went out with my baby.
Accompanied her for her appointment at NSC.
Then proceeded to Town after that. Baby bought for fake eyelashes; the one that I saw with Shaila that day at Jurong Point. I bought one already at Yew Tee but baby bought for me one more so that my lashes got friend to talk to. Hehehe! Then, believe it or not. We went straight to the Ladies to put on the lashes straight after we paid for it. We spent like 45 minutes in the toilet. LOL! Then we went to have our dinner. And took lots of pictures. Oh well. Biase lah kan. Went around town, showing off our best feature [eyes]. Tried to look for Purpur at Guess?. But she wasn't working. LOL. I know, i know. So random la. We looked for Purpur. Hehe! Bought Frolick. It was damn nice la. OMG. I had a great day with my baby. Thanks baybeee!
I ♥ U!

Now let the pictures do the typing.

Hehehe. Me and Baby totally fell in love with the eyelashes.
And there are so many favourite stores at FarEastPlaza!

Tonights gonna be a good night

2009-09-24T02:43:00.004+08:00

Good Morning Everybody.
Currently I'm listening to BEP songs, uploading Raya pics to FB, and also, I can't sleep.
Yesss, again!
Haish.

I'm kinda excited for the Raya outtings planned with friends. Woohoo!
I gotta find a 12/13-seater passenger van, so that Faiz can drive for our ITE Raya outting. I'm calling them tomorrow.
I am also accompanying Farah for her appointment at Novena. Cos she got allergy to some blusher and she wants to check whats wrong. LOL. Nie minah eh.

I can't wait to meet the Wonderbabies next week for our Picnic! Woohoo!

I baked Brownies again just now. Cos the first one, finish, my siblings and aunt da sebat. OMG.
Yeah, I miss Mary and her Blur-ness. I miss Troi. The "old" Troi of course. Now I know why he like totally change. OMG.
And I shan't blog about it. -.-

Kak Sheedha and Kak Wati. Can't wait to see both of you. Miss you lots! And Cik Wati and Cik Yati. Both of you too. I miss you! Insya'Allah, Friday we come.

Cik Ina, I miss you too. Of Cos I miss FITRI ADILAH the MOST!

Ala ding ding ding ding!

I miss my GFs too, kin.

2009-09-24T02:31:00.002+08:00

I have a very very interesting video to share. And this special video reminds me of the GFs. Hehehe~

GFs! Our EX Bfs. LOL!

2009-09-22T13:21:00.003+08:00

I just finish talking to Troi over the phone. He don't sound like he is happy. Like sad. Hmm. I dunno. Hope everything's fine yea. Whatever it is, Mahal ko si Troi. :)

My first day of Raye was FUN! Every year Raye is so speacial for me as my cousins from JB will come to Singapore and Raye with us. So FUN! We took lotsa pictures which i will update in FB.

Okays. I think thats it for now. I wanna go meet my aunt. Heh!

Yeaa, that aunt. <3

Salam Lebaran

2009-09-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my Muslims friends a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Mohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

I tossed and turned in bed but I still couldn't sleep. I'm NOT that excited for Raye okay. Just, hmmm, maybe because I've been sleeping late past few days so its already automatic. My house is like so clean and nice now. OMG. Hahaha!

Yea, currently I'm playing Pet Society on FB, Chatting with Azimah and also msging a long lost friend, Afizan & also Wawan from Anugerah. LOL. Yes Mai, Fizan. Hahaha! Don't ask me how I got his number from, cos I totally forgot! And Wawan is my friend la. We hanged out before. Like years ago. LOL! Zaman-zaman mude la.

My mom cooked Rendang, Ayam Masak Merah, Sambal Udang and Sambal Goreng. Woohoo! Later she's cooking Kuah Lodeh. Superb! Hahaha! I am so crazy bout blingbling now. My accesories for Raye are SOOO bling bling! I like! Hehehe!

Guess I'll end it here and chat with Azimah la ye. Nak pikat Azimah la. Kate nak jadi Ipar. Hehehe! :P

behind my smile

2009-09-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

I had fun with my ite mates for sure.
I love my wonderbabies.
I love my gfs.
I love my laughing buddy.

But i hate people who bloody contradict themselves. And that person happen to be you. Why oh why. You're making me confused lah. Stop it will ya? Hate it. Gimme a bloody break. Arse. And shut up for this moment. Just shut up.

I MISS YOU LA.

2009-09-03T12:56:00.004+08:00

I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home. I'm so bored at home.

I have nothing to do. Except blogging and facebook-ing. Oh man. I'm rotting. And I miss Troi. Hahaha! Haila, Hema and me went to Geylang Serai after we break our fast at Cik Syed Hussein's house. And, I called counter again to speak to Cik Wati. She said, Troi became quiet. He wasn't like last time. And Troi keep on saying that he is still trying to adjust and trying to move on. LOL. OMG. Troi Troi. Drama la you. Hahaha! We have to meet up real soon okay. Its only three days I'm out of work and I'm missing them so much!

Its okay, here are the pictures we took yesterday...

I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH!

OMG

2009-09-02T16:28:00.002+08:00

Troi told his angels to at least post something on his facebook account everyday. Yeah, and Me and Haila are doing it. We miss him so so so much lah. OMG. Even my desktop background is a picture of Troi and his angels. Hahaha! I hope that we will have meet-ups real soon. Then we can laugh our lungs out again. Miss the moments. OMG. I miss Muhammad too. Haila! I miss our O-M-G, L-O-L, X-O-X-O! Haish.

This two days, I contacted back with my two dearest long-lost friends. Hahaha! Miss them so much la. Not really long-lost but its been so damn long since we contacted each other. LOL. Man & Hajar! Bith from Hyatt. Hajar, I promise me and Dila will break fast with you one fine day okay. Can't wait for the day!

Btw, Hari Raya song is already being played through the stereo. I plan to uy one more suit for Raya. Dark Blue. Sexybaby, its damn nice la. Trust me. This blue is nice. Baby, I want you to accompany me okay! I'll call. Miss you lah. OMG! Then you can break fast together with me. Hehehe!

I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work. I miss work.
I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy. I miss my laughing buddy.
I miss Cik Wati, Cik Yati, Kak Sheedha and Kak Wati. OMG!

I can't wait for GFs to come over. Yeah! But I'm still thinking what to cook for them. Hmmm. *thinking*thinking* :)

Today, Wonderbabies will go to Syed Hussein's house for break fast. And we have Roleplay to put on. OMG. This Syed Hussein ah. Hahaha!
Roles:
->Doctor: Hema Latha
->Staff Nurse I: Siti Noorhaila
->Staff Nurse II: Seri Nashuha
->Staff Nurse III: Siti Maryam

OMG. Hope we don't burst out laughing during the roleplay. LOL. And, I'm still thinking of what to wear. Hmmm. Nevermind about that. Now I'm gonna watch tv. Hahaha!

Edits

I called Troi again just now. OMG. I know. I miss him truckloads la. Didn't get a chance to talk to Cik Wati as she's not available. OMG. Troi said, he kept my pen in his room. OMG. Hahaha! I left my pen at the counter on my last day. So I told Troi, he could keep it. And he did! So sweet of you la Troi. He also said that he is still adjusting, and no one talks to him. So sad. Okay lah, thats about it.

I gotta run now! Tata!

A day has past.

2009-09-01T20:29:00.003+08:00

Its only a day I'm out of work and I'm missing it so much. Haila sms-ed me in the morning saying that she nearly got up and bathe too! OMG. Troi told me that its been really busy as the block 7 visitors were sent to block 5. OMG. Poor Troi. He probably miss us so so much. Hahaha! I think me and Haila shall come and pay a visit. Maybe fetch Mary and break fast together. Of course not forgetting Hema. I'm so into prawning for this coming outting! Woohoo!

And, tomorrow, wonderbabies are going to Cik Syed Husseins house. Hahaha!
Okay, I'm gonna call Mary now. Ta!

Morning Everybody...

2009-09-01T09:51:00.004+08:00

Morning wishes to you!~

I'm like up so early cos of my automatic brain clock. Hahaha! At this time I would be getting ready for work already. Maybe thinking what the hell to wear to work. HAHAHA! I can actually last minute change my mind on what to wear okay. Bad bad. Later around 10+ I'm gonna msg my laughing buddy to see how is he doing without his angels for the first day. Hahaha! No lah, kidding! I wanna ask him bout my oh-so-long-then-get taxi fare. Aiyoh. This Jack ah. Hahaha! Tomorrow the wonderbabies [Haila, Hema, Mary and Me] are going to Cik Syed Hussein's house for our break fast. He actually invited us over. He's an ex-visitor la. Hahaha! We can actually make friends with visitors. We're so close to certain visitors. And some people love to imitate. Whatever. LOL. We are sooo going prawning with Troi! Yeah!! Hahaha! Excited! Troi, tell me your off day okay! We'll plan from there.

mixed emotions

Safran just called and told me he actually misses me. I'm not to sure why I don't. Not really. Not like last time. I'm sorry but thats the fact. I think I have my mind occupied with stuffs thats why I didn't think of you. Hmmm, I told him we would just go with the flow. I don't sms or call him anymore. Only he does. He told me that he misses the moments we had together. Like going out together and stuffs like that. Hmmm. Maybe I miss the moments too. But what can I do. Haish. Maybe we shall go out together one day. We'll break fast together. *promise*

Did I mention how sweet Troi is? Oh well, HE IS SUPER DUPER SWEET! Hahaha! GREAT GREAT GREAT Friend!

And and, I am super in love with this picture. Cos of his funny pose. Hehehe! Sorry Troi!

Ayy to Zee

2009-09-01T01:04:00.005+08:00

29th of April 2009

That date. The very first day I started my job as a Temporary Clerk in SGH. I got to Hema Latha. To be precise, she was my first friend. Job was okay, got a lot of scoldings by barbarians. Oh well. LOL. At that time, the policy was very tight due to the H1N1 Virus. It was only ONE visitor per patient per day. Everything was screwed, but, the pioneer batch endured. In came Haila and Hakim, second batch. Hakim was my secondary school friend. Was happy to see him. :) My first impression on Haila, was, "typical minah". Hahaha! Sorry Haila, but yeah. So, told myself, Don't bloody judge the book by its cover.' Then one fine day, I went break with Haila. We started talking stuffs, and we realised, we could clique with each other. The bonds got closer between us and also the Block 5-ians. We were damn close. We will stand for each other. Go through thick and thin together. Oh yeah, GF Kin was working at Retail Pharmacy too. So, we often meet up during our breaks. And we can even do overtime as often as we want. There was even this point of time whereby 6 of us did overtime together. And it was so so fun. Joy, laughter, tears are all shared together amongst us. Around two weeks later, Kak Siti joined our group. A lot of things happened back then. A lot that got to do with the barbaric visitors obviously. LOL. Mary came in few weeks after Kak Siti. Kak Sheedha also was deployed to our counter as there were no team leaders yet. Kak Wati too. Happy moments.

Then, the best guys and babes have to leave cos their school starting soon. Left only me, Haila, Hema and Mary. Kak Siti found a new job with SPF. I remember the time when Shaline always bring big big bags to work cos she gotta run to the library after work to do her summer research. Yeah, I miss Shaline, Ben, Eugene, LiKai. They are the best. We cried went they left. Cos we know its gonna be damn different with the new staffs. Very different. Personally, I couldn't really communicate with the new staffs. Like whatever la. I don't bloody care! Hahaha!

We got really close with Cik Wati. She's like a mom to us. I love her. She understands our problems faces with other colleagues. She's the best.

Oh yeah, not forgetting all the pinoy staffs who hand in hand worked with us. People like Wigbert, Sherwin, Violeta. And many more. I was always excited to come to work cos the environment is just so fun.

A month ago, Troi, joined our counter as shift leader. Friendly wonderbabies (Haila, Hema, Mary & Me) made friends with him. After Hema resigned, left Me, Haila and Mary. Our shifts started to juggle and we always don't get to work together. That was the time I spent most of my time with my laughing buddy, Troi. We shared a lot of things together. Joy, laughter and tears too. Without Troi at work, I feel dead. No one to laugh and talk too. He is such a funny guy. I will burst out laughing and all eyes will stare at us. OOPS! LOL! OMG. Troi went back to Philipines recently and told me about it. Its hard when you're far away from your beloved family. So dear Singaporeans, don't bully them! They are GREAT people.

We became close to Muhammad also and since the fasting month, me and Haila always break fast with him. :)

31st August 2009

Everything ends today. This day, its me and Haila's last day. Actually I was kinda excited to come. Cos I haven't met Troi for 2 days. Heh! Almost everybody knew that today was our last day. Troi was so sweet than usual. He even pulled a chair for me to sit. Hahaha! Thanks Troi. Me and Haila break fast with Muhammad and Din. Towards the end of the shift, I started to tremble. I tried to compose myself. I could maintain. Even when I see Haila started to cry. Troi accompanied us to punch our cards. I know, he is sad cos we're leaving. I know. Right Troi. It would be different for him. WE ARE HIS ANGELS. We took pictures using our picture machine [thats what Troi calls a camera, HAHAHA!] Searched for Cik Wati to say goodbye. When we met her, she hugged us. Kissed us on our cheeks. Touching. I was damn touched. I didn't expect her to kiss us. We hugged her tight. Very tightly. And Cik Wati started to cry. OMG. Hahaha. Troi just looked at us crying and hugging. Hahaha! Then she went back to the counter. And Troi actually hugged us. HAHAHAH! OMG. I was shocked, but I couldn't take the tears so me and Haila just hugged him back. HAHAHA!

I will miss TROILAN and CIK WATI soooooo much. Troi, don't be sad okay. We will never forget you. NEVER. We will meet up soon. No goodbyes. *winks*

Knowing Troi is such a special gift. :)
See you Troi. MAHAL KITA!

Here are some pictures that I've taken with the loveliest people on Earth!

John Sherwin

Seri, Annaline & Haila

Me, Bess & Haila

Me, Jane & Haila

HIS ANGELS

Me, Troi, Haila

Best Laughing Buddies

Guess thats all to share. :)
Loves, Seri Nashuha.
Nights!

my bestest laughing buddy!

2009-08-28T07:00:00.003+08:00

Hello loves.

I know its been a nong nong time since I've updated this
smelly, dirty, old blog.
OMG.

31st August 2009. Thats my last day at work. I dunno how am
I gonna survive without
my bestest laughing buddy aka Troilan Villanueva Bernas.
=(

He's like super duper funny and we got even closer since haila,
maryam and my shifts were juggled and we don't get to
work together even for one day.
But, with him around, my time at work flew faster. I swear!
We will laugh our arses off almost every time!
OMG! Cannot tahan la!

And yeah, I'm feeling sad cos, I know I won't be able
to meet him anymore except on FB.
OMG.

I would miss EVERYONE in SGH.

OMG. OMG. OMG.

Troi: TH! TH! TH!
Seri: OMG! OMG! OMG!

Hahaha! I know, you know lah kan. ;D

Yeah! Mahal ko si Troi!

2009-07-14T18:40:00.001+08:00

I'm just gonna upload this one picture for my baby FARAH to see.
And get jealous.
Hehehehe!

parts

2009-06-21T00:02:00.007+08:00

Part I

Finally, like finally finally,
I got to take picture with
JOHN SHERWIN AMANDO!

YAY!!

Anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd,
I took picture with Baby Nurul Fitri! Yeah!
She's one of the patient's [Oyah Bte Mohamed] granddaughter.
LOL!
Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh, I LOVE Babies!

Super Duper CUTE!

Hehe! Awwwwww, so sweet~

Look at the camera baby.

Giggling away...

Part II

As usual, my whole family came to fetch me.
Daddy agreed to give Mohsen Oliver a ride to as
he's also staying in the West side.
After sending Mohsen, we went to the Pasar Malam at Lot One.
Second last day today.
Bought 11 pacets of DURIANS.
Yes Hema, DURIANS!
LOL!

Delicious DURIANS! Yeah!

YUMMY!

And look at the Durian Monsters! LOL!

Hit the sack time now! Nights!

2009-06-20T01:13:00.003+08:00

you..

or you?

I sooo wanna get one of these.
But no money!
Aiyo!
Why money don't grow on trees or drop from the sky?
I think if that happens then pigs would be able to fly.

I'm gonna check out the price for E71 Steel Red,
and if its kinda affordable, I'll save
this month's pay and get it another 3 weeks.
Hmmm.
Insya'Allah. Amin.

But I shall not worry, I have my mind set.
I shall get one of those.
For those who know me,
you know, no matter how long it takes, or
how expensive it is,
I will get it.
HAHAHA!

graduation pics!

2009-06-19T00:05:00.004+08:00

sexybaby!

seri nashuha; me.

GF faraH!

GF kin!

GF ila!

if you notice, the lady who took picture with us had the
same face for all the pictures!

its either, she dunno how to smile, or she's bored.
but we were the first to go up on stage! wth.
HAHAHAHA!

i hate you.

2009-06-18T12:07:00.003+08:00

so what if i'm short and fat?
that doesn't give you a chance to insult me in front of other people, mf.
humpty dumpty? f off.
tall and skinny like u, doesn't mean perfect, arsehole.
look yourself in the bloody mirror, you are not good looking either.
mf.
u are such a bastard.
at least, being fat, and short, i have lots of people around me that
love me.
how bout you, tall and skinny?

wtf.
all this while i've been giving you fake smiles, fake convos.
because inside is a hatred thats burning.

u dunno me, on the inside, u judged me from the outside.
f off. seriously.

bloody arsehole.

i am f**king offended!
and me, being quiet all the time u f**king insult me, that doesn't
mean i like it, stupid.

stop before i get angrier.
now that u still continue, i won't tolerate it.

wondering...

2009-06-17T12:15:00.001+08:00

Are there still hope in us?

i hope there is.

i love you,baby.

haila!

2009-06-17T12:13:00.002+08:00

i miss SITI NOORHAILA!

weeeeeee

2009-06-11T17:22:00.007+08:00

today is my off day.
i am so bored.
i followed my little cousins to the swimming complex.
was great but too bad, i was feeling too lazy and tired.
i even had no mood to cam-whore.

hahaha! but i took farisya alya's picture though.
heh!

THERE>>>

finally, she smiled at the camera.
and not forgetting, me and my sisters..

to kak sheedha, as usual, I LOVE YOU!

okayokay, i love hema too okay. jealous only hema.
hahaha!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHIKIN

2009-06-08T00:03:00.008+08:00

To dearest Nurashikin...

happy 19th birthday!!

hope u like it when we sang the slow birthday song for you!
hahahah!

me, farah and dila called shikin at exact 12AM to sing her the song.

and i wish you get whatever you want for your birthday.

specially dedicated for you; shikin.

shikin m, we love you soo
you're my girl youre my favorite girl,
shikin sungguh lawa,
shikin sungguh cantek,
tapi sayang oh saynag,
shikin sungguh katek,
katek,
katek,
KATEK!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to shikin
happy birthday to you!

yayyyy!

the meaning of L-O-V-E.
to you, [truckloads]
full of our lovessss.

MUAX!

2009-06-04T21:24:00.001+08:00

i am praying hard that my pay will be sufficient to get my E63.
Please Please Please.

emotions for today!

2009-06-03T16:18:00.003+08:00

weeee~
i'm off today!
yeah!

but currently, i'm having a headache.

oh man.
i dunno what to do actually at home.

going out to meet safran later. :P
miss him.

i still hasn't got a chance to get a picture with john.

wahlaowei!

moustache

2009-06-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

i am at work now.

the security uncle's moustache is real la!

retarded

2009-06-01T23:40:00.005+08:00

i didn't bring my camera to work just now.
so, i didn't get a chance to take picture with
john sherwin amando.
wahlaowei.

i super hate self centered people.
they don't even bother to understand the situation we are in.
they just wanna do things their own way.
so retarded and spastic.
stupid people.

you people should be dumped at the back of this lorry for being so dumb!
and and and, i'll ask my dad to drive all you, retarded people
to your graves! cos you retarded people drive us to our graves.

bacin nye orang orang!

shaline is always happy when the bengawan solo man come at 3PM.

right shaline?

and, kak sheedha. i think u need to concentrate more okay.
please listen to the good people.
LOL.

at work again!

2009-05-31T22:56:00.006+08:00

wigbert used my nail buffer to buff his nails just now.
he said he hasnt got a chance to clean his nails.
and he said he's gonna buy the nail buffer too!
hahaha!
so cute.
LOL.

john's favourite; gundam. HAHAHA!

me and wigbert. ;P

kak siti and me.

he asked me to take a picture of him. heh!

hakim. cute right? LOL.

thats our teas and coffees. most of the cups were drawn by ME!

my job is easy. only mentally tiring. people, don't be self-centered!

i wanna take picture with john sherwin amando!

sawadeekaaa

2009-05-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

hahaha~ i had fun at work again!
free food again from the management.
recorded a video of hakim talking to himself just now.
stress!
me and hakim speaked thai language and the security uncle
really thought that both of us are from Thailand.
hahaha!
he burst out laughing when he found out that both of us are pure malay!
ROFL!

behind this smile.

Lizard

Fresh

Yayyy!

Adek and Syadzrah

Ex-bf (:

Misses :(

See you soon

Adorable.

Nice

I love this

Jusco and Jackel

No no no

Chek Siti and Chek Man

*sighs and breathe heavily*

Happy New Year.

A day at home...

its called quality time spent

sad sad sob sob

Alhamdulillah

Somehow

Leaving

where

Seorang Sahabat

Baby Farah (:

Si Kucing Comel.

sick!

Miss you Princess!

Another FUN day out!

10%

Day 2 at Ms Siti's

Pindah Randah!

Saturay Fun!

Shhhhh.

Sundayyyyyyy.

(:

Pida & Karman

Kittens

haish

300th post

Let it burn.

Mad at me.

lalalalalalala

tuesday blues? HA.HA.

EMO

TGIF

Coffee + Chocolate Chip Muffins.

Muffins, anyone?

tomorrow

tap tap tap

Dear Bestie...

first day

Alhamdulillah

without you ♥

Make-up + Not so Professional Photoshoot.

the dream (:

same old thing everyday

Boredom

Krabi Island

Mornangggg

Wonderful wonderful

My long lost friend.

Again!

i wanna perm my hair

siti noorhaila

I ♥ Them Much.

Especially for YOU

Hady Mirza

Fitri Adilah ♥

LotONe :D

omg

Dear Hamilton

wawan; not fair!

My day with Baby

Tonights gonna be a good night

I miss my GFs too, kin.

Salam Lebaran

behind my smile

I MISS YOU LA.

OMG

sighs and breathe heavily